February 2012
next-year-in-ramallah:
How do you all have homework all the time? I didn’t have homework ever when I was in school. Maybe I did and I just never did it, but fucking hell, you all always seem to be doing homework all the time? Ease up on the homework! Do more at school!
i’m curled up on my bed and i’m so fucking lonely and sad and i haven’t really cried in a while but i am now and everyone is so far away and i just want to be important enough for someone to talk to me but there isn’t anyone because i don’t think i’m interesting enough even though i really just want to listen to someone talk about themselves, i’m wearing...
my sadness is dragging my chest to the floor.
okay i finished series six and oh my goodness how i wept, i swear that show has some kind of indescribable hold on me, and it’s just so perfect and loretta just becomes right and cheryl and van and fuck everything is so wrong but still so right ah, slings and arrows are definitely nobler.
outrageous fortune makes me cry so much.
fuck
downloading a torrent program, in the install it says ‘tester1234’, can’t tell if it hacked my computer or if that’s a generic thing that it says to everyone…
oh and i forgot to mention!
today when i was on my way to the gym my best friend rang and since i’ve not spoken to him in three weeks this was quite wonderful and brightened my heart right up, and i was with my mum and he didn’t have much time so i couldn’t really tell him all the crazy shit in my life but it was nice just to have a few minute chat, and i will write to him soon when the arthritis in my hand...
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santana: at least i know i'm not alone.
mother: well no, you've got this little band that appears out of nowhere every time you decide to sing at random.
program write today!
i cannot wait to try it out tomorrow! unfortunately i had to work today so i didn’t get time to actually attempt it but i’m fairly sure it will kill me because there’s a stack of weights in there and i’ve never done much weight stuff before, plus it ends in interval cardio so if i wasn’t already wrecked i will be after that!
January 2012
fourteen and a half contact hours
provided i don’t drop architecture for something more relevant to my life, i wouldn’t be very good at it anyway but i think it would be kind of cool to study for a little bit. if i do end up keeping it, i can’t decide whether a thursday night or a friday morning studio session would be better, thursday night would mean i have no classes at all on a friday and thus...
i have spent the past four hours trying to choose...
being interested in everything is amazing until you have to make a decision!
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emily: hey! that's not fair, i totally surprised mr ryan!
mother: how?
emily: well he didn't think i'd rip out a 46, he thought i didn't work hard enough.
mother: well you didn't.
emily: not the point!
mother: the point is you did jack-shit all year, you surprised everyone.
bored
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
8. How often do you listen to music?
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
13. What about ‘R’?
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
16. Are you going out of town soon?
17. When was the last time you cried?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
24. What are you sitting on right now?
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
30. Does anyone hate you?
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
35. Did you have a dream last night?
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
44. What’s the best part about school?
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
48. Were you single over the last summer?
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
52. Are you nice to everyone?
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
56. Do you think you like someone?
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
60. Do you hate anyone?
61. How’s your heart?
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
70. How do you look right now?
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
72. Can you commit to one person?
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
75. Did you wake up cranky?
76. Are you a jealous person?
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
81. Last person you cried in front of?
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
85. Are you over your past?
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
97. Who do you have texts from?
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
choosing uni subjects
i’m so excited, i’m exactly the kind of person who is thrilled about studying wanky general terms to do with human nature and society and intellectualism. tell me tumblr, should i study ‘language’ or ‘power’?
ten shifts in seven days
i’m tired! but grateful.
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backleftlitz:
That awkward moment when you have to explain to your sister that her suspiciously-accented husband (“In Texas, born and breeded, as if in a barn of footballs!” he always said, defensively) only married her to steal your famous rhubarb pie recipe for the Russians.
That awkward moment when two…
awkward moments.
i worked three shifts today
opened at derrimut, did another couple hours at kororoit creek and then back to close at derrimut. i am so tired. so, sooo tired.
one foot in and one foot back, but it don't pay to...
emily: your shirt says sleep with me...
ajaya: it was the nicest smelling one!
you are the most perfect fucking human being...
next-year-in-ramallah:
Rusted Root, ‘Send Me On...
i have no sense of proportion.
none at all.
back from camp
fucking fantastic, going to post camp drinks tonight even though i am so tired but now that i have no responsibility i feel a lot more alive. aaah soooo good.
i accodentally started chewing myfinger
foodnigjt
hey this is me but like with me it's like legit i...
paranoia: lol everyone thinks you're boring and ugly haha someones talking about you right now omg your friends don't even like you that much they just pretend because they don't wanna sound mean but really you bore them and are so awkward no one can even bear to talk to you and everyone thinks you're weird because you actually are haha you're gonna die alone
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texting convo (neither of them is even close to...
father: we found an over 60s bar. having a fantastic time :)
emily: hahaha crinklies! have a good time. love you! x
father: -calls and all emily can hear is like five minutes of awkward uptown girl- You Like???
emily: hahaha well anytime you want to come to mynt with me just let me know!
father: and people are paying to come in!
emily: mynt plays uptown girl too. you're one of those people who pays to go in!
father: we're just here for the beers!
emily: hahaha for some reason i believe you! have fun sneaking into bars with your fake id's...
father: fake seniors cards!
when i am drunk i should record an album
it would be the best
my parents are in a seniors bar
hahahaha they used fake ids
hahahahhahahahahahahahaha
andrew: hahahhaha dick cooties
emily: hahahhahahahahaha i love how you understand me
andrew: even in your drunken state :')
PHHIL
metromonmomy
so get yoursefl dresse up ill take oyu iot round town i sewear youll never witness anything quite as fine
thank god the gold is mine
i love ben and andrew
i said indie so we got indie
oh brooklyn, brooklyn take me in
are you aware the shape i’m in? my hands they shake, my head it spins! oh brooklyn, brooklyn, take me in.
seriously guys this spoon
i am very drunk and a bit sad about things that...
but mostly im alright because there is lots of icecream like 2 litres
also my favroutie spoon i love this spoon
haha oops kissing
hahahahahahaha tipsy already
i love being with people i am supremely comfortable with because i know i can be more than off my face and they’ll just laugh and hold me. i feel so safe right now. i love them! not that normal kind of destructive drunk, a really safe happy drunk. lovelovelove!
separate's always better when there's feelings...
don’t think the wine is going to last very long ahahaha
